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Ian Fleming - From Russia with Love
I come from Trebizond.' Kerim watched his cigarette
smoke curl upwards.
We were a huge family with many mothers.
My father was the sort of man women can’t resist. All women
want to be swept off their feet. In their dreams they long to be
slung over a man’s shoulder and taken into a cave and raped.
That was his way with them. My father was a great fisherman and his
fame was spread all over the Black Sea. He went after the sword-fish.
They are difficult to catch and hard to fight and he would always
outdo all others after these fish. Women like their men to be heroes.
He was a kind of hero in a corner of Turkey where it is a tradition
for the men to be tough. He was a big, romantic sort of fellow. So
he could have any woman he wanted. He wanted them all and sometimes
killed other men to get them. Naturally he had many children. We
all lived on top of each other in a great rambling old ruin of a
house that our ``aunts’’ made habitable. The aunts
really amounted to a harem. One of them was an English governess
from Istanbul my father had seen watching a circus. He took a fancy
to her and she to him and that evening he put her on board his
fishing boat and sailed up the Bosphorus and back to Trebizond. I
don’t think she ever regretted it. I think she forgot all the
world except him. She died just after the war. She was sixty. The
child before me had been by an Italian girl and the girl had called
him Bianco. He was fair. I was dark. I got to be called Darko. There
were fifteen of us children and we had a wonderful childhood. Our
aunts fought often and so did we. It was like a gipsy encampment.
It was held together by my father who thrashed us, women or children,
when we were a nuisance. But he was good to us when we were peaceful
and obedient. You cannot understand such a family?’
`The way you describe it I can.’
Anyway so it was. I grew up to be nearly as big a man as
my father, but better educated. My mother saw to that. My father
only taught us to be clean and to go to the lavatory once a day and
never to feel shame about anything in the world. My mother also
taught me a regard for England, but that is by the way. By the time
I was twenty, I had a boat of my own and I was making money. But I
was wild. I left the big house and went to live in two small rooms
on the waterfront. I wanted to have my women where my mother would
not know. There was a stroke of bad luck. I had a little Bessarabian
hell-cat. I had won her in a fight with some gipsies, here in the
hills behind Istanbul. They came after me, but I got her on board
the boat. I had to knock her unconscious first. She was still trying
to kill me when we got back to Trebizond, so I got her to my place
and took away all her clothes and kept her chained naked under the
table. When I ate, I used to throw scraps to her under the table,
like a dog. She had to learn who was master. Before that could
happen, my mother did an unheard of thing. She visited my place
without warning. She came to tell me that my father wanted to see
me immediately. She found the girl. My mother was really angry with
me for the first time in my life. Angry? She was beside herself. I
was a cruel ne'er-do-well and she was ashamed to call me son.
The girl must immediately be taken back to her people. My mother
brought her some of her own clothes from the house. The girl put
them on, but when the time came, she refused to leave me.' Darko
Kerim laughed hugely.
An interesting lesson in female psychology
my dear friend. However, the problem of the girl is another story.
While my mother was fussing over her and getting nothing but gipsy
curses for her pains, I was having an interview with my father, who
had heard nothing of all this and who never did hear. My mother was
like that. There was another man with my father, a tall, quiet
Englishman with a black patch over one eye. They were talking about
the Russians. The Englishman wanted to know what they were doing
along their frontier, about what was going on at Batoum, their big
oil and naval base only fifty miles away from Trebizond. He would
pay good money for information. I knew English and I knew Russian.
I had good eyes and ears. I had a boat. My father had decided that
I would work for the Englishman. And that Englishman, my dear friend,
was Major Dansey, my predecessor as Head of this Station. And the
rest,’ Kerim made a wide gesture with his cigarette holder,
`you can imagine.’
`But what about this training to be a professional strong man?’
Ah,' said Kerim slyly,
that was only a sideline.
Our travelling circuses were almost the only Turks allowed through
the frontier. The Russians cannot live without circuses. It is as
simple as that. I was the man who broke chains and lifted weights
by a rope between the teeth. I wrestled against the local strong
men in the Russian villages. And some of those Georgians are giants.
Fortunately they are stupid giants and I nearly always won. Afterwards,
at the drinking, there was always much talk and gossip. I would
look foolish and pretend not to understand. Every now and then I
would ask an innocent question and they would laugh at my stupidity
and tell me the answer.’
The second course came, and with it a bottle of Kavaklidere, a rich coarse burgundy like any other Balkan wine. The Kebab was good and tasted of smoked bacon fat and onions. Kerim ate a kind of Steak Tartare–a large flat hamburger of finely minced raw meat laced with peppers and chives and bound together with yolk of egg. He made Bond try a forkful. It was delicious. Bond said so.
You ought to eat it every day,' said Kerim earnestly.
It
is good for those who wish to make much love. There are certain
exercises you should do for the same purpose. These things are
important to men. Or at least they are to me. Like my father, I
consume a large quantity of women. But, unlike him, I also drink
and smoke too much, and these things do not go well with making
love. Nor does this work I do. Too many tensions and too much
thinking. It takes the blood to the head instead of to where it
should be for making love. But I am greedy for life. I do too much
of everything all the time. Suddenly one day my heart will fail.
The Iron Crab will get me as it got my father. But I am not afraid
of The Crab. At least I shall have died from an honourable disease.
Perhaps they will put on my tombstone. ``This Man Died from Living
Too Much’’.’
Ian Fleming - From Russia with Love, Penguin